Umm, so basically:
I am going back to America.
(At the end of the year, just me. I'm going to stay with my dad.)
And of course, this is all supposing that nothing gets in the way and that God doesn't close any doors. This is what I have been advised to pray for -- that God will open and close doors according to His will. And I just so happen to agree.
I am asking you to pray as well...
this is so much more deep and complicated than many of you know. My thoughts are jumbled, confused, and my heart is very torn.
I'm excited about going back, but
I'm not excited about leaving...
if that makes any sense at all?
I've waited just a little over a week to broadcast this publically; only disclosing it to a few people... but now...
now you know.
All I know is that God is in control, and that I love all of you guys, no matter what end of the globe you're reading this from. Just remember that. | 
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I will still look at y'all's Xangas and give comments and such, but I am banned from using mine, soooo...... I'm getting a MySpace next month, though, so....... until then!